Crazy? Yeah, that's me....

So honestly I could give two shits and a fuck what you people think about me. Call me hideous, yeah ok. Yall should look in a mirror once in a while before you talk. Talk shit about me then be my friend the next. Yeah ok don't think I don't know who you are. Fuck all yall. Thanks Gods for family and true friends cause i've weeded half of yall out of my life and that's why I don't see some of yall little shits when I come home. Hahahahaha. It's reall funny how some of yall are gonna read this and go, "How'd she find out?!" Gee, I wonder. Ya dumb fucks.

And hey i'll be the nice one and appologize for raggin on Duncan's shit. It was wrong, but.....i'm only appologizing for that part and nothing else. I can't lie about the rest because calling someone useless is just plain wrong especially when they've been nothing but nice to you. Now that's i've gotten that out of the way.......

And yes everyone talks shit. Hell as you grow older and even in college people are gonna talk shit about ya and yes I do it too, as you can tell. Fuck! It's called venting. Everyone does it. Ya don't want people to find out you said somethin though? Then shut the hell up and write it on paper or tell someone you know truly won't say nothing. Hot damn people if you're mad with your friends go and tell them what's wrong. Talkin bout them then being nicey nicey to their face the next moment is not cool. Or just stay quiet and keep to yourself until you are calm enough to talk to the damned person. LOVE PEOPLE! IT'S ALL ABOUT LOVE!!!!Yalls friendships are being broken up over stupid shit and you've known eachother way to long for this mess. I love you guys, so quit fighting. Even the dumb fucks, I love yall too. Well.....not all the dumb fucks. ^^

And just a reminder. If you have a problem and you ask me what you should do...don't just sit there and be stupid. Apply the advice, get off your lazy butt, and help yourself. If you can't and just want pitty and everyone to take care of you, get the fuck away from me. I played mommy for two years and i'm sick of it. GROW THE HELL UP! AND QUIT POPPIN OUT BABIES! YOU'RE OVER POPULATING THE WORLD EVEN MORE THAN IT IS ALREADY!

I'm in a good mood cause i'm going home with Monty. YAY! And today is Eddy's birthday so I made him a card and had Kendall sign it too. And I am happy that I am getting away this weekend. Yaya for me!!!!!

His name: Mike "Duncan" Troxell

My mistake: Dating him and attempting to sleep with him.

His business: Honestly...I didn't loose my virginity till july. From a black guy. He couldn't even stay inside he kept falling out. Dumb fuck is horrible and needs to know about it.

Why I chose to say this now: Cause he's thinks he's the shit with his pizza hut lookin face and is calling my sister useless when his doesn't even know how to use his shit. So Duncan go ahead and keep bein an asshole cause no one likes you and you ain't cute. Biggest mistake I ever made!!!!!

So Ya wanna know what I hate! Backstabbing bitch ass motha fuckin friends who can't keep their mouth shut and blab things that yes may need to be known but to go blabbing to the media. Yes you if you are reading this. And thanks to my friends back home who let me know that I had a beast for a friend. But on to happiness.....

While I was home this weekend I gots to see my German family for the first time in 9 months. I was so happy and I missed them so much and I gots to see the baby! Nancy! When I get back we have to go and run a muck! Or something! BWA HAHAHAHAHAHA! Ok I think I'm done.

I had a kickass time!!!!!!! Thanks to yall who came! Lemme tell you, between the laughing and Mortal Kombat, I had the best time ever!

-Raven